1. Green Light -- John Legend feat. Andre 3000Jonghyun loves parties, girls and booze like any other hormonal, legal young man.
So when he comes across a pretty little boy in a bar, who he thinks is sending him signals, it just shows how drunk he is that he actually finds a boy attractive.
"What exactly is your orientation?" His tall friend, Minho, questions him, confused. "I'm starting to wonder how I became friends with you."
"For tonight," Jonghyun takes a sip from his 7th bottle of beer and taps Minho's shoulder. "I go both ways, bro."
He approaches the pretty boy, in high hopes, rather patriacharcally while the feminine one stares at him and laughs off with his friends.
2. Mirror, Mirror -- M2M
"Jonghyun," He stares at himself in his bathroom mirror, toned and muscled upper torso exposed. "You're an idiot."
He remembers last night's fight and remembers how his now-ex boyfriend, Kibum, had been sprawled under another man.
He takes his last look at his reflection. "Or maybe you aren't." He mumbles and heads to his shower.
3. Is It You? -- Cassie
"I need a boyfriend, Jjong. I'm single, hopeless, lonely--" Kibum walks the park, filled with greenery and flora and fauna, with his best friend, Jonghyun.
Jonghyun raises an eyebrow at his over-exaggerating friend. "I'm gonna stop you right there." he cuts off the feminine boy before he goes dramatic. "You are not hopeless; a lot of people would kill for you."
"Aw, you're sweet but you're supposed to say that."
"Let me finish. You're not lonely; you have your family, your friends and you have me," Jonghyun beams, arms spread wide apart as he walks backward, facing Kibum.
Kibum laughs. "I just realized how dangerous that is."
"Third, you're single, sure. Make it a goal not to be."
"I bet you don't follow your own advice."
"You're right-- I don't."
4. Realize -- Colbie Caillat
"I realize that we, as a couple, do not share mutual feelings at all."
"You hate going shopping with me. I like to bond that way."
"Well, you hate watching action movies."
"What's the thrill in it?!"
"... You know what, let's just go shopping."
5. Sheena is a Punk Rocker -- The Ramones
When Jonghyun first meets Kibum, he expects pink, fluffy gayness like what he sees on TV but what he doesn't realize is-- there is a clear line between a gay sexual orientation and a gay kind of personality. So when it comes to the stage in their friendship where he finally enters Kibum's room, he gets shocked at a collection of The Ramones, The Sex Pistols and Nirvana.
"It may be English, but, hey, it speaks to me," Kibum said smiling while waving a Nirvana album with an English title that Jonghyun doesn't even bother trying to decipher.
"You're cooler than I thought."
6. Why? -- Avril Lavigne
Kibum wonders why Jonghyun almost always stands him up for dates. Maybe he wasn't what he thought he was, maybe he was ashamed of Kibum himself and maybe he just didn't like him at all. But what was the point of being in a relationship? It made no sense, but for some reason their very existence together did. It was like the cosmos had this weird idea of romance wherein the less-dominant male gets his heart stabbed all over and over again.
He had set a limit: if on their 1st anniversary Jonghyun did not show up, Kibum wouldn't talk to him or make any contact with him ever again.
And there, he sits by himself at 8 o'clock in an Italian restaurant while the rain coats the roof and glass windows of the restaurant. By the time 11 comes, Kibum disappears and the restaurant closes.
Kim Jonghyun is left in the pouring rain at 11:05 to see the damage he's done.
7. Fifteen -- Taylor Swift
At 15, Kim Jonghyun could play pieces by ear on the piano easily and by 15 he had no comprehension about what a relationship was. He was raised to eat, sleep and breathe piano; he wasn't allowed to watch TV every afternoon like any normal kid and the only books he read were related to piano. He studied in a school for the arts, where math and science are put aside to nurture prodigy-like artistic talents.
So, when he moves to what thinks is a real high school, he meets a boy with unusual hair and feminine features, one who would show him things beyond music.
In the end, Jonghyun finally feels what it's like to love someone.
8. Hot Mess -- Cobra Starship
Kim Kibum likes to taste lipstick on tongue when his mouth comes in contact with another's. He doesn't do boys, he does girls (literally). He likes to taste beer on his minor tongue and loves to fool those dumb bouncers who fall for his fake ID.
A college boy walks in on his life by accident and they both get drunk on countless tequila shots and glasses of vodka mixed with whatever.
They start with feverish kisses, ferocious touching and out-of-control licking.
"Jonghyun." The college boy bluntly introduces himself in between pushing his tongue inside Kibum's mouth.
"Kibum." Kibum responded pushing Jonghyun's tongue out, being shoved into who-knows-who's apartment (whoever it was, it did smell like chicken).
Maybe now Kibum does boys. Just maybe.
9. Decode -- Paramore
Kim Kibum is not indecisive. He is steady, strong-willed and well-grounded. He has his own mentality and follows rules like any other good boy.
Kim Jonghyun hates to be bounded by rules. He is stubborn and unstoppable.
And when the two meet, they encounter unexpected thrills and scary swerves.
Kibum now knows how to break rules, though his friends protest to his new 'friend.'
Jonghyun uses a Kibum as a tool to get what he wants and gives Kibum sex in reward for stolen money, cars and plethoras of scandals.
Kibum wonders if Jonghyun's man or an attention-hungry coward.
10. Stand By Me -- SHINee
"What's wrong with me?!" Kibum wails into Jonghyun's shoulder. "Everyone thinks I'm not old enough to know things but I swear, I am! Why does everybody tell me different stories about where baby comes from?!"
"Don't worry. They tell me that too." Jonghyun smiles and pats his friend's back.
"But you're 6! They should be telling you!" The younger boy wails again, repetitively hitting Jonghyun's skinny arm. "If they tell you, you'll tell me, right?"
"Of course, I will." Jonghyun beams and begs to the Lord for Kibum to stop crying.
"Yay!" The younger hugs him until they both lay down on the soft, cold sand of their kindergarten's sandbox.
FOR MY DARLING neonpickles Honey, I'm sorry they're just drabbles but I tried my best. ^^ I hope you'll like them. My love note? Uhh. XD
DEAR (VIRTUAL) KIM JONGHYUN,
I'm glad that I (virtually) had my (virtual) son, Hee Hee with you because if it were another (virtual) man, Hee Hee would look horrible. Whether you believe me or not, your (virtual) puppy eyes are an incredibly adorable asset. <3 If it weren't for that fine pair of yours, I would have never (virtually) fallen in love with (virtual) you.
I (virtually) love you like NO OTHER and I'm SORRY SORRY if I've constantly (and virtually) humiliated you in (virtual) talk shows.
Remember our (virtual) "PAJAMA PARTY" in Japan? ;) That was fun.
THIS 2011 LET'S (VIRTUALLY) GET THE RING DING DONG BACK IN OUR LIVES BECAUSE, HELLO, YOU'RE LIKE OXYGEN.
(virtual) kim kibum XD
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